june 29, 2001

megansici: what ARE we going to do when you’re here?

bleach 5555: make out?

megansici: any brilliant ideas?

megansici: lol

megansici: naw

bleach 5555: cmon

bleach 5555: it’ll be fun

megansici: oh, I don’t doubt that

megansici: but Tom

megansici: it’s like

megansici: you know, bad for regeneration and shit

… [snip] …

megansici: so am I like,

megansici: a booty call now?

june 27, 2001

this, my friends, is a farmer tan.

june 26, 2001

this feeling sucks. it really does. can i be more aimless than this? i need direction. i need a destination. at this point, i have nothing.

i am hesitant to even go to BA. it takes energy to be there: to be social, to be sociable, etc. it sounds pathetic, but right now (at this moment, anyway; who knows about tomorrow morning) i just want to be alone and away from people. seems like that’s the only situation in which i could find some direction. then again, i’m probably just fooling myself. but please, save me the speech telling me that. save me the pep talk. eh?

june 25, 2001

this kid is why i hate my generation.

june 23, 2001

thoughts:

root beer is an excellent beverage.

only chicks drive white convertibles. guys who drive white convertibles are, uhh..

i love to sit outside on summer nights.

sometimes you just have to get up and get moving.

my sister makes an awesome green curry chicken.

i always look forward to Sunday breakfast with the family.

my little nephew is awesome.

i have no direction in my life.

sometimes i think i know less today than i did two years ago.

i have to feel useful.

i wish i could find a really great girl.

june 22, 2001

i want to stay off the computer as much as possible this weekend. it will be good for me. clear my head.

june 21, 2001

thursday. tomorrow is friday. i will go home tomorrow.

we had a field trip to Arrow Rock, MO today. very nice little hitsorical town. UMSL is doing some excavations of a historical Black Masonic lodge there and we took a look at that. had lunch at a nice little place called the Old Schoolhouse Cafe. we were in the car a lot today.

i have a problem getting along with females. it really is a problem. if i like them a little bit, i oftentimes hassle them too much. if i don’t like them at all, i either ignore them, or i’m flat-out mean to them. i don’t seem to have this trouble with males.

i wish i read more. i need to.